That Little Utah Home
The campfire burns a bit less bright, his pony waits there close
A lazy trail of smoke heads for the sky
He's riding home to meet old friends on a saddle trimmed with gold
He turns to grin, then tips his hat and bids us all goodbye
While the rest of us tend to the herd, we'll think of him and smile
Remembering how he brightened up our day
The trail boss shook his hand and said, "Good job there buckaroo.
You've done your best, now ride for home, go draw your final pay".
He's headed for the glowing sun, that's setting in the west
Singing of that last long dusty ride
There will be no more of punchin' cows, or nights spent in the rain
His pony knows the way now with a sure and steady stride
A cool breeze gently blows, the trail is smooth and low
A perfume fills the air from bright spring flowers
Days of wearin' spurs are done, there's no more need to roam
As the sun sets on that little Utah home
© 2003,Jan F Erickson
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These lyrics were written following the death of Larry Sandburg in April, 2003.
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This Cowboy's Dream
Ridin' down the valley, I've got my summer wages
It's been a long drive now I'm on my way home
Got some brand new boots and I'm standin' in my stirrups
Pretty soon I hope I'm not alone
It's been a long dusty summer pushin' cows from Texas
We drove 'em up north to the Wyoming hills
Saw a lot of rattlesnakes, saw a lot of locust
With cattle drives I've had my fill
I know a pretty Mormon girl who lives just south of Jackson
I figure that she likes me, I think her folks do too
I finally have enough for a little ranch in Utah
Hopin' that my single days are through
Annie is a rancher's daughter from the lower valley
I met her in a meadow, she was standing in the sun
When she smiled and said "Hello", it touched my dusty heart
I knew my wild cowboy days were done
All the punchers on the drive, they told me not to do it
They said that gettin' hitched is a sentence worse than jail
But they've never seen the girl that I dream about
The one that sends me letters in the mail
I've pondered long and hard whether I should leave this cowboy life
With it's endless days and nights of bacon, bread and beans
But then I see her picture that I keep here in my pocket
I know that she is this cowboy's dream
That was thirty years ago, the time has passed so quickly
Our four healthy sons have grown to be fine men
The little ranch in Utah is still in the family
If I could, I'd do it all again
I hope there's many years that we're together down the trail
Annie's such a joy with her laugh and her smile
She keeps this cowboy straight with her spirit and her love
I'm thankful heaven gave her to me all the while
I think of my young days and the cattle drives from Texas
Had I listened to the cowpokes, the way things could've been
The trail calls me sometimes but I quit that dusty life
For the girl in this cowboy's dream
© 2002, Jan F Erickson
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This poem is a true chapter of my life. After spending two years in Texas, I came home to Utah and rattled around single for nearly four years until I met and married a girl from Star Valley, Wyoming.
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The Young Cowboy
I'm in my saddle, and I'm sittin' on a horse
We're pushin' cattle, they don't wan'to move of course
We're drivin' up the trail, takin' these dogies up for sale
Cause I'm a Cowboy
I'm young and lean, I'm a man that's in his prime
I'm seventeen, and I do my job just fine
I can ride and throw a rope, while my pony's on a lope
A good'nuff Cowboy
We'll be in St. Joe, in a week or two ... or three
This herd moves too slow, for a young cowpoke like me
I'll find a gal all pretty dressed, and I hope she'll be impressed
That I'm a Cowboy
Our camp cook Scrappy, does what he can to keep us fed
He's always happy, they say he's Texas born and bred
But I'm lately cravin' greens, 'stead of salt-pork, tack n' beans
I'm a Cowboy
Back on the roundup, Slim and me we're quite a pair
He's an old pup, but he still sports most his hair
It's a wonder he's still alive, he's nearin' sixty-five
And still a Cowboy
A bolt of lightnin', the distant rain begins to pour
It's kinda frightnin', they say those Kansas twisters roar
But it's blowin' south today, and we're drivin' the other way
We’re lucky Cowboys
This wild old mustang, I never got 'im broke too well
He’s trouble by dang, and nothin’s changin’ I can tell
He’s gonna feel my spurs for sure, if he bites my leg once more
I’m one mad Cowboy
It’s time to bed down; the herd is millin’ for the night
I’ll do my guard rounds, later on before it’s light
I’m layin’ in prairie flowers, beneath a million stars
I’m a tired Cowboy
Gazin’ at the big bright moon, hope we get there pretty soon
I’m a Cowboy
05-04-99 -- 08:00 - 12:30
10-05-04 – 04:00 – 05:00 Revised
© 1999, 2004, Jan F Erickson
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The Weber Canyon Wind
I'm running for my life this mornin'
Away, from a posse of nine men
They're nearly half a day behind me
With hand-cuffs, shackles, guns and lead
They'd like to take me back and hang me
I shot a home town cowboy dead
I'm a lone man from another county
But there's a girl who knew what was done and said
She cried that she was sad and lonely
But her eyes showed she was wild within
I could not help but to stop and stay there with her
I should have run like the Weber Canyon Wind
Her cowboy rode in last night and found us
He stopped me from leaving through the door
His shots fired in anger went right passed me
With no choice I left him dying on the floor
The eyes of the girl, they flashed like lightning
She told me she wanted me no more
I stumbled out confused and found my pony
Then the girl laughed like she's done this before
She ran to town to find the Marshall
Telling tales that were untrue
If I had known that she could be so evil
I might have ended her life too
But now my pony's getting weary
I'm in some hills that I don't know
The posse just rode in below me
And now I have no where to go
The trial lasted twenty minutes
My story fell on angry ears
They chose to believe the Marshall's daughter
With her lies and her cold false hearted tears
Please give me strength to die a brave man
Even though I cry, and then
The rope goes tight and I am swinging
Side to side in the Weber Canyon Wind
4-6-99 10:00 - 13:00
© 1999, Jan F Erickson
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Cabin Fever
The middle of autumn is a sure time to look, for strays way back in the hills
But a storm blew in early and fierce was the wind, a cowboy the fighting the chills
With help from his horse a cabin was found, he worried of gettin' home late
But after one week of unyielding snow, he could only sit helpless and wait
The weather got mean, he had not seen this in all of his twenty-five years
Deer in the hills were freezing to death, turning loose a man's mortal fears
Three weeks went by, with what little he had, the cowboy somehow survived
But there was no way to save his poor horse, so he said a farewell and cried
A prisoner of nature who longs for his girl, sometimes believing he sees her
Can he take one more day starin' at those dark walls, is he able to fight cabin fever
A strong bodied man can take more than most, but not so his fragile mind
The dreams that haunt it sometimes become real, and truth becomes hard to find
Twenty-one weeks had passed into time before the searchers arrived
As they broke throught the snow they found the dead horse, it was missing part of one side
They could tell by the tracks around the poor beast, there was no sign the wolves had been there
But the tracks of a man gave them cause for hope, is the cowboy alive somewhere
They entered the cabin and found the young man, in the shadows of hopeless despair
All though he seemed fit, they looked in his eyes, it was as if nobody was in there
They had found him too late he was talkin' to ghosts, and a girl, thought they couldn't see her
His thoughts were unable to stay in this world, he's a victim of cabin fever
He's lost in cabin fever
03-06-00 04:25 - 07:15
10-20-05 Revised
© 2000, Jan F Erickson
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Definition of Cabin Fever - A type of hysteria brought on by spending too much time indoors.
This poem comes from my experinces of being around people suffering from Schizophrenia. It is truly a terrible condition. In the late 1800's, Cabin Fever was a term of a more serious nature. Since I write my poetry as if I were a cowpuncher in the 19th century, there's no hope of treating this unfortunate cowboy.
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The Tail Of Ol' Bud
One sunny summer day me and ol' Bud
Were travelin' out on the trail
I was whistlin' n' singin' a song that I knew
And ol' Bud he was swishin' his tail
The weather was warm not a cloud in the sky
We were movin' along through some trees
When a swish of Bud's tail made a nightmare appear
He knocked down a hive full of bees
I reckon I didn't think all that much of it
Until ol' Bud started to kick
He was swishin' his tail, n' jumpin' around
I had to get thinkin' real quick
So I clinched my knees into his side good n' hard
Grabbin' onto the saddle horn tight
Then Ol' Bud reared up and he danced back and forth
Like some cowboy on Saturday night
I could see all those bees were swarmin' n' mad
They were flyin' around everywhere
A buzzin' n' hittin' n' divin' n' stingin'
n' stickin' in poor ol' Bud's hair
I was feelin' real bad for the pain he was in
Hangin' on for a terrible wreck
Then one of those critters buzzed down there and stung me
Right hard on the side of my neck (Sweet Martha it hurt)
I've felt some bad pain in my life once or twice
When I've taken a fall off a horse
Or grippin' the arms of an ol' barbers chair
While gettin' teeth yanked out with force
I been stepped on n' kicked hard n' bitten real bad
My leg caught between Bud and a tree
I've never been shot but I'm sure that the pain
Is the same as the sting of a bee
In the buzzin' n' dust n' confusion
Ol' Bud n' me got turned around
And headed back there to that beehive
It was spread out all over the ground
That swarm of them angry bees hit us as if
It was buckshot that's fired at a barn
Was eternity showin' up next on the trail
Could this be how I buy the farm
Ol' Bud's always been, a nice gentle horse
I've loved him and treated him kind
But the mustang that's in 'im is comin' out now
I bet money he's losin' his mind
A spinnin' and screamin' like Satan himself
Then he bucked n' I started to fly
He threw me as high as a buzz bomb from China
That you'd see fired off in July
I hear tell when you get close to leavin' this world
That you see your whole life with your eyes
So I knew the Grim Reaper was not chasin' me
When all that I saw was the skies
But then as I tumbled up there through the air
I started to comin' back down
Religion came quick as I yelled out a prayer
Cause all I could see was the ground
I hit like an old burlap sack full 'a spuds
That's been tossed off the second floor
With the dust and the bees still flyin' 'round me
And gettin' stung many times more
Ol' Bud he ran off and I felt like a fool
For the way that I'd got myself thrown
I think I know now how that old cowboy felt
That stepped up on the Strawberry Roan
I soon found my feet and I ran down the trail
A whistlin' n' yellin' fer Bud
I spied him at last he was rollin' around
On a creek bank there in the cool mud
Still wearin' the saddle I bought just last week
With my favorite bridle and reins
Right now I don't care so just make some room where
I can jump in for some of the same
We finally got over that day with the bees
And the swelling went down in a week
But we won't forget how we got in that mess
And were saved by that small muddy creek
So now I'm keepin' my one good eye open
For trouble out there on the trail
And I've noticed a curious change in my horse
Ol' Bud has quit swishin' his tail
© 2001, Jan Erickson
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Before I was born, my granddad had a working team in Davis County, Utah. Their names were Bud and Tarzan. I write my poetry and songs as if I were a cowpuncher in the mid to late 19th century. Edgar Rice Burroughs didn't create Tarzan until the early 20th century, so I could only write about Bud.
MY CHRISTMAS POETRY
A Day In December
In a line shack in the mountains of Utah
In late December so cold
My ol' dog Ry, with his two light blue eyes,
Lays watchin' the warm glowing coal
Soft wood and a jackknife keep me company
As I carve out a small wooden horse
On the long winter nights, the old oil lamp lights,
Those bare walls of timbers so coarse
My memories go back to my young days
When my mother and I went to town
This same time of year, 'cause she wanted to hear,
A preacher that was comin' around
He spoke of a mother and father
And a young baby just barely born
I remember a star, and three men traveled far,
And angels that played golden horns
I recall there was somethin' said of cattle
And how they were quiet and still
Near the baby so small, as he lay in the stall,
In a stable near the top of a hill
"The babe was a king", said the preacher
"That shepherds and rich men would praise
He was sent to this earth, in a humble, quiet birth,
In December we remember that day"
I've seldom set foot inside a church
Only two or three times at the most
I'm a cowboy that rides, and kicks dogies sides,
And goes searchin' for strays that are lost
But when snow falls my thoughts are of mother
And the preacher who stood there so tall
On a day in December, and a tale I remember,
Of a star and a baby so small
© 2000, Jan F Erickson
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The above picture and poem was my Christmas card for 2005
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"Seein' Santa" by Charles M. Russell - 1910
The painting at left is displayed at www.cowboypoetry.com, and was the inspiration for the following poem.
Uncle Charlie's Christmas Eve
Before every Christmas, we'd revel in glory,
As great-uncle Charlie, would tell us the story
Of a cold Christmas Eve, back in nineteen n'ten
Out near Johansen's, dear Karin and Sven.
He was ridin' from town after gettin' some things,
To give to my folks, for the joy such fun brings.
A generous man, quite sober and straight,
Bein' happy was why Uncle Charlie was great.
The sun had not set, but was floatin' real low,
Above the horizon of fog and light snow.
The air was dead calm, with nary a sound
'Cept the breath of his horse, as its hooves hit the ground.
He heard in the silence, but sure didn't know
Whether sleigh bells were ringing, or a voice said; "Ho ho."
When stopping his horse in its tracks on the trail,
The sound seemed to come from way down in the vale.
Then all became quiet, as a corpse in a tomb.
After listening awhile, nudged his horse to resume.
Most likely the Frogget boys out on a tear.
But weren't they in Texas, on a roundup down there?
Next he heard sleigh bells from the ridge up ahead,
As an old soundin' voice spoke to someone and said,
"Girls and boys it's hopeless, I'm afraid we're lost!
In this thick winter fog, my directions got crossed."
"We just need to find a good soul who well knows,
Where Johansen's place is, to leave'm these clothes."
Upon hearin' this Uncle Charlie spoke out,
Through the fog he acknowledged, with a half-hearted shout;
"Peace to you friend! I know Karin n' Sven.
You're not too far off, I'll just whistle, and then
Follow the sound over here, to the trail.
I'll give you directions good enough you won't fail."
Charlie puckered his lips and began Silent Night.
A voice through the mist cried, "Circle to the right!"
Charlie had doubts of what to expect,
There was no sound of hooves, which he could detect.
Sleigh bells were ringing as if all around,
And back to his left, 'bout a foot off the ground
Came a team of small reindeer all hitched to a sleigh,
With an old driver guidin'm down Charlie's way.
Charlie's whistle went dry and his eyes got real big,
When seein' how this old man handled that rig.
The team bore in close, at a gallopin' speed,
Then stopped in a wink as those reindeer took heed.
The old gentleman smiled, then said; "Th' name's Kringle."
Charlie froze stiff, with his skin in a tingle
Knowin' full well from the stories he knew,
That a legend of fancy, must somehow be true.
Kringle told Charlie, "You've saved us dear friend.
We got turned around when we had to descend.
This cloudbank you're in, as near as I've seen,
Runs from Sigurd to Preston, and all towns between."
Great-uncle Charlie soon started to grin,
Then thought of the hurry that Kringle was in.
"Take this trail back, to a lone poplar tree,
Turn a hard left to Johansen's, you'll see."
For kindness received, Kringle reached in the back
Of his sleigh to retrieve, a brown paper sack
Full of oranges and candy, and a bottle of cheer,
That Charlie kept always, as his own souvenir.
Old Kringle shouted, "Take it up boys and girls!"
They disappeared quick in the fog and snow swirls.
The sound of the bells, helped Charlie to trace
Whether Kringle had made it to Johansen's place.
Their last visit finished, away they did fly.
Looking up, Charlie glimpsed through the haze in the sky
A sleigh and eight reindeer, off to the west,
As he held hat in hand, up close to his chest.
I realize it's hard to have faith in this yarn.
Let me be clear, I could not give a darn.
My dear sainted uncle convinced me it's true.
I'm here to say now that I'll prove it to you.
Before passing on, he left in his will,
The sealed antique bottle, which I possess still.
In print, on the label, the words clearly state:
"North Pole Distillers - 1908"
© 2004, Jan F Erickson
This poem may not be reprinted or reposted without the author's written permission.
The above picture and poem was my 2004 Christmas card
I actually have the bottle mentioned in the last verse.
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St. Nic's Beginnings Pt. 1
In the mid 1800's when St. Nic was young
In the days when he started that long midnight run
He knew there were children who needed some joy
With a sock full of candy, or a small hand carved toy
Though the way to accomplish this feat of good cheer
Was not yet perfected, using sleigh and eight deer
A system of transport from the old wild west
Was tried early on and put to the test
A twenty mule team, with wagons behind
Would carry those gifts the children would find
Yep, that spry jolly elf was once a muleskinner
Of course he was younger and quite a bit thinner
His mules were all sturdy, with strength that would last
But a method was needed to help them move fast
An old man from Persia told St. Nic to try
A secret, when used, would make carpets fly
With effort and practice it worked like a dream
Though acres were needed to maneuver the team
Calling twenty names caused more than frustration
Only half were acknowledged 'til their next destination
Because of the size and length of the rig
There were no housetop landings, there was no roof that big
The weight of the wagons was prohibitive too
When resting on buildings, they'd fall right on through
If one mule would bray the rest would begin
And wake each poor soul of the town they were in
After two years, with problems and noise
A better way was needed to deliver the toys
Then he met a young lady, she captured his heart
When they married forever the magic did start
This sweet blue eyed beauty he loved and adored
Conjured sleighs and a carriage, from a pumpkin or gourd
Next was needed a hard working critter
That's loyal, instinctive, and won't be a quitter
He searched the world round 'til finally he chose
A beast from the north, where the ground's mostly froze
Yes, reindeer are used to pull that small sleigh
They are graceful, fleet of foot, don't eat that much hay
They are perfectly suited for altitudes cool
And besides, no one's seen a red nosed mule
© 2006, Jan F Erickson
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"Bringing Home the Tree"
image © 2004, Joelle Smith, www.joellesmith.com; reproduction prohibited without permission
Christmas In Logan 1952
I lived with my Uncle 'n Grandma for a time,
when my folks found work out of town
Times were tough, but the family of this five-year-old,
had love, and would not let him down
Melvin, my Uncle, was a cowboy at heart
He knew horses, was a rodeo man
But that life of wild broncs left him sick and a cripple,
when a horse bucked him off in Cheyenne
He still loved good horses, enjoyed ridin' tall
'round the streets of his small town in Utah
I'll always remember that bitter cold winter
spent livin' with Melvin 'n Grandma
Christmas was comin' as it did every year,
Melvin told my sister and me
And Santa would need a place to leave presents,
preferably under a tree
So dressed in warm clothes, Melvin saddled his horse,
then I watched as he rode away
He went East to the mountains, up the canyon 'n back,
that ride took him most of that day
I sat at the window, watching and waiting,
the sunlight was starting to dim
When around the corner came a horse and rider,
was it Melvin? It had to be him.
He rode up the path by the side of the house,
I saw a tree tied on the back
The breath from the nose of his horse looked like steam
from an engine, hauling cars up the track
It was nearly forever 'til he came from the barn,
cause the horse needed caring and feed
Finally, through the back door, with a pine tree in tow,
he said: "This is what Santa will need"
I believe that's the first time I'd noticed the smell
of a fresh cut, trimmed evergreen
Then Grandma showed boxes full of crystal and glass,
like nothin' that I've ever seen
As we'd hang each trinket on the tree, she would tell,
a story of a person or place
How the bobble was special, and a part of her life,
which was clear by the look on her face
A little bird's nest on a branch of the tree,
had survived the trip comin' back
I was told t'was an ornament made just for me,
Mother Nature's own knick-knack
Three small stones, painted robin egg blue,
were placed in that nest so small
As a symbol of life, the message of Christmas,
that is offered to one and all
My memories of Christmas are few at the most,
but thinking back, the first one I see,
is a man on his horse in a cold Utah winter,
riding off to fetch home a tree
© 2008,Jan Erickson
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